Sad moment

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Sad moment

                   

Actually I didn’t think this is the sad moment that I have because my family said that I’m the human who never have feeling, the coolest human in the world and I really the foolish human. Didn’t say anything to my father when he left us to go work. It was begin 3 or 4 years ago, he was talking to my mother in the room and we were watched television. I stand up and go to my room because I’m getting bored and I’m started read a comic. I saw my father passing through my room and he walked to terrace and started smoking while read a newspaper.

                   I came out from my room and talking with my father about my college, he said that he want me after finished my college, I had to get the scholarship and continue my study abroad. Honestly I don’t want it because I’m really tired in studying anymore, I wish after I finished my college. I can get a job and get money from my hard work but I don’t want to disappoint my father so I have to try hard to do what he want.

          In the night, my father was packed his clothes and stuff, I was wandering why he packed his clothes then I asked him but he didn’t answer me then I’m asking my mother and she said that he will left us to find a better job. It was like there is a big hammer hit my head, it was made me shocked. Can you imagine my father will leave us alone after he spend his time together with us for a long time?

        

  I can’t imagine it, really can’t imagine it. Then after my mother tell that he will left, I never talked to him anymore, I don’t know what I must say to him. All I know that time is I really hated him, hated him so much. I never imagine even think about he will left so easily like that.

          And tomorrow is the last day I’ve seen him, when the time that he will go. He came to me and talked to me face to face. He said to me : “don’t be sad, I know you mad at me but this is something that I have to do. You have to be a strong girl. Soon I will be back so wait for me, okay?”

         

I stared at him without saying anything, he smiled and clap my head then he carry his bag and walked to the front door. He will go and I still standing right in my place, how foolish I am and all I do is only looked him when he left while I keep said in my heart that he will be back soon. . .

And that never happened until now.

I never though that will happened in my life . . .